Saturday, May 28, 2005
mood: depressed
music: Akai Kei- Never Crazy
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Yeah, I'm back again... And with a question, too... Has your heart ever bled for someone you didn't even know..? Well, right now I'm feeling pretty depressed because I just found out that Never Crazy is disbanding because their drummer, Kenta, died two days ago from a brain hemorrhage... And now I feel like crying, but I just can't... Damn, I'm going all emo on everyone and for what..? The drummer of a band I never even bothered to check out until now... *sigh* What bugs me is that while news of death does affect me, it never really hits me hard if it's someone I don't know... But now I sit here all dewy-eyed and even sadder than I was when my great-uncle died... I have no idea what's getting me emotional right now and I have a strong feeling that I'm not making sense... Plus I'm being all dramatic and angsty... Grr... I hate it... But I feel I must give a small tribute to this person who invoked so much emotion in me... I send my silent wishes to his family, friends, bandmates and fans...

Rest in Peace, Kenta...<3
Mimi collapsed on the keyboard @ 4:41 AM