Sunday, August 20, 2006
mood: happy and excited
music: Forever- Hillsongs
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I'll worship at Your throne
Whisper my own love song
With all my heart I'll sing
For You my Dad and King
I'll live for all my days
To put a smile on Your face
And when we finally meet
It'll be for eternity
And oh how wide You open up Your arms
When I need Your love
And how far You would come
If ever I was lost
And You said that all You feel for me
Is undying love
That You showed me through the cross
I'll worship You my God
I'll worship You my God
I love You
I love You
Forever I will sing
Forever I will be with You
Be with You
God, I feel great..!
Today I finally felt the glory of worship and how it's supposed to feel to be a member of the Youth for Christ... If only I had known before, I wouldn't have wasted so much time... But still, I'm grateful that I was given the opportunity to know and love God...
The Kasangga was fine... It was fun... Allianna and I even joined in the "paint a picture" game... Rather against our will at first, but we went along anyway... The rest of the games were interesting to watch, probably a menace to play, though... And I just realized how many Anthonian seniors are YFC members...
But it didn't matter... Nothing matched the power, beauty and strength of the worship sessions... I felt Christ beside me... I was reaching out... And He touched me back... God, I don't even have comprehensible ideas to express... It's something you really have to feel for yourself... I just can't explain how almost breaking down in the middle of a song can be so liberating and glorious...
I can't thank Kuya Miko enough for recruiting me... I owe him so much... Although I'll most likely never tell him that... Hehehe... Now I understand what he was talking about when he was trying to get MJ and I to join... And when we were urging MJ to come to the Echo-ILC... He was so vague then, but now everything's coming together in perfect sense...
I'm thankful... Thankful for being a YFC member, for the friends I've met, the lessons I've learned, for this day, this moment, this feeling, this life...
I'm thankful that Jesus gave His life for us... And that for some reason, even after all the betrayal, all the sin and doubt, He found someone like me worthy enough to be near Him...